Saturday, September 20, 2008

distant worry

so: grandpa hashimoto and aunty irene will be going on a monthlong trip starting monday. that crimps my style, because normally, grandpa hashimoto picks aiden up from school, and watches him in the afternoon/evenings... in addition, lynn will be going away on a business trip in the first week of october... so there will be a double scramble for me to pick up the kids and coordinate care for them between classes and work... i'm usually up to the challenge, but not particularly now... i'm really tired and apathetic, not a very good parent nowadays... all i'd like to do is sleep and kill time.

i keep listening to various radiohead songs and trying to deconstruct them, trying to isolate the voices/instruments within the mix... i want to reconstruct them on garage band. WHY???

i don't quite understand this blah-ness within me. i'm operating by reflex. somebody wake me up... on second thought, don't...

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