this was a dream (of sorts). the trigger to remember it was the moon knight, because a lot of these so-called phase 4 marvel characters were in it, supposedly. what i can recall is that there was this weird character who sort of wore this red dead-poolish thing over his head, along with a backwards tie... and at the same time, there was this youngish korean/japanese girl who kept following him, and trying to communicate with him. there was some kind of connection between the two... and they kept meeting each other at "events," like massacres or odd phenomenon (like some kind of interdimensional portal)... there were other characters, it seems, but for some reason, i can only remember those two clearly...
this dream sort of occurred to me as i was rolling on the carpet beside my wife, who was lying on the downstairs sofa... it wasn't exactly comfortable, although i had once prided myself on the ability to sleep on a hard floor... it required me changing positions periodically in order to "balance out" the bruises, so to speak (no, there were no bruises to speak of)...
i'm kind of in a limbo with regards to writing, and other things. it feels like everything "real"- work particularly- is coming to a head. i don't know how else to describe it... i am incredibly tired at it all. the way the world doesn't work. the way that each little incremental step forward is accompanied by failure of yet another joint in the machinery... if entropy is so all-encompassing, why fight it? why not just let it all fall to shit? that's what i ask myself, in my more weary moments...
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